I was the last girl in my group of friends to get my period. I was also in a training bra longer than most of the female population in North America. I could never catch up with the other girls in my class. By the time I bought my first A cup bra, my peers were tossing aside their C cups for D’s. Same goes with my period. While all my friends were stocking up on sanitary pads, I was still stocking up on Charms pops and gum wrappers for my gum chain. Every time one of the girls called to tell me they’d started their period, I was a bit envious. “Do you look different?” “Do you feel like a real woman now?” “Do you know you can get P-R-E-G-N-A-N-T?!”

I didn’t get my period until I was almost thirteen and, let me tell you, it was a big disappointment. Not that I was expecting a parade with balloons, confetti, and fiesta-colored tampons. I just thought that on such a momentous occasion, there would be some sort of fanfare … or maybe just a nice dinner out with my family, where everyone would raise their glass in a toast to my period and say, “Job well done! Welcome to womanhood!” I even checked out my reflection ten times that day to see if I had changed. Nope. Still a goofy looking middle schooler with braces and a little patch of freckles across my nose from the sun. It also didn’t help that my chest was as flat as a tortilla.

None of that really mattered. All I cared about was that I finally had my period and the right to carry bulky, cotton pads in my purse. I could sit in a circle during P.E. with all the other girls and complain about cramps, bloating, and the messiness of it all. The best part? I had the perfect excuse to avoid doing things I disliked. I didn’t have to run track in P.E. I didn’t have to don a swimsuit at swim parties where all the other girls were shaped like Barbie dolls. When my mother discovered fourteen World’s Finest chocolate bar wrappers in my drawer (that I was supposed to sell in the band fundraiser), I blamed the binge eating on a menstrual cycle sweet tooth.

I liked having my period, especially the power it gave me to manipulate certain situations. I could be moody or foul-mouthed and it didn’t matter—everyone blamed my bipolar behavior on my period. It gave me a license to act out and plead insanity caused by high hormonal levels for one week out of each month.

The fun lasted awhile until one day when I got off the bus and started walking home, a group of boys behind me burst into laughter. I had no idea what was so funny until I got home and saw the dark stain covering my back side. That was the day I lost my power, and my period betrayed me.

I was extremely paranoid and self-conscious after that, constantly checking my underwear at school for any accidental visits from “Aunt Flo.” I soon hated the fact that all of my activities revolved around my period. “Sorry, can’t go to the beach today. If I get in the water I’ll become a shark magnet!” “Sorry, no, I can’t wear the new white sun dress to the high school dance tonight because someone might think I fell butt first into the red punch bowl!”

What about the savvy girls who learned to use tampons early in their menstrual cycle? We had some unsavory names for them, smug in our certainty that there was only one reason they were able to shove a tampon up their hoo-has with ease. We secretly gossiped and criticized them as we waddled down the school halls in bulky pads the size of diapers. And we thought we were the smart ones!

Fortunately, my periods became more accurate as I became older. I could pinpoint the day the spotting would begin, and the calendar never lied. It made pregnancy planning pretty easy (except for my one “oops” baby, but that was the champagne’s fault). If my period was a day late, it meant one thing and one thing only—that I wasn’t going to see it for another nine months.

My menstrual cycle remained predictable most of my life, until I hit middle age. One day my periods just stopped. After the first month without it, I was terrified that I’d end up on the cover of The National Enquirer: FIFTY-YEAR-OLD WOMAN GIVES BIRTH TO TRIPLETS—CLAIMS SHE NEVER KNEW SHE WAS PREGNANT! I was on the verge of buying a home pregnancy kit when a close friend snapped me out of my momentary insanity. “You’re not pregnant, dummy, you’re menopausing!”

Wait a minute,” I cried. “Who stole my period? Was it that twelve-year-old down the block? She’s wearing makeup and she has breasts! I’ll bet she stole my period!” And then the little voice of reason inside me spoke. “Who cares? You’re free. Free! Burn the tampons! Use the leftover panty-liners as sponges to clean the kitchen walls. You’re free!”

Again, my joy was short-lived, because although my period had stopped, the symptoms did not. Each month I’d break out in pimples (I never had acne in high school, why now?), experience painful bloating and gas (you don’t want me to go there), and have horrific mood swings and tears over stupid things like the ASPCA commercial featuring Sarah McLachlan. The kids ran for cover at the first sign of hormonal changes in me, which usually started when my mouth formed a sneer like Batman’s nemesis, The Joker. 

For months I lived period-free. I cleared the bathroom cabinets of all feminine products and started carrying smaller purses. All was well until the day I attended the local renaissance festival. It was an unusually warm day, and I was dressed in my renaissance finery—hoop skirt, slips, lace, the works. I crammed myself into a tight, dirty port-a-potty at the park to pee, and guess who came knocking at the door? Yup. Good ol’ Aunt Flo, back from an extended vacation in Bermuda and nary a tampon in sight.

It was a horrible period that lasted ten days (or was it ten months?) and it drained me of all energy and enthusiasm for life. Even chocolate did nothing to lighten my spirits.

The PFH (period from hell) finally faded away, but I held onto the box of tampons like a shield, just in case Mother Nature had any more surprises up her sleeve.

Another six months passed, and it was time for my daughter’s college graduation. I was so excited to get out of town for a few days and see my daughter receive her diploma. The suitcases were packed and stuffed into the car, and after a final check on the locks and lights around the house, I took one last trip to the bathroom before hitting the road.

You guessed it. Aunt Flo. But this time I was prepared. I blew the dust off my box of tampons and tossed them into the car. The Red Sea was not going to stop me from visiting my daughter.

The way I see it, I’m due for another period during the Christmas holiday season. Maybe even on Christmas Day. Perhaps Aunt Flo will be too busy skiing in Colorado to bother me. Or maybe not.

The calendar never lies…….

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31 thoughts on “WHO STOLE MY PERIOD?”

  1. I’m 38 and still haven’t had my first period, so don’t sweat it. And as far as bras go, yup you guessed it, I’m still in training with them.

  2. I haven’t had a period in over a year now and I don’t miss it. I still get the irritability and mood swings and the hot flashes are the worst. THE WORST! I hope I never get a surprise visit and I keep hoping the rest of the stuff takes a hike too…..

  3. Ya gotta love the menopausal mood swings. Once at our regular Mexican restaurant, the waiter brought me the food I ordered. I meant to order something else, but didn’t. I started to cry, and through sobs said, “I don’t want this! You know what I eat!” I had always been pleasant and friendly, had never returned food before, and haven’t since, but I waited long enough that the wait staff was all new before I went back.

  4. Alas, I’ve had no direct experience of Aunt Flo and as such, I feel deprived, even cheated. I’m trying to think of a male equivalent, a symbol that screams “I can now make babies” but, on reflection, I better not go there!

  5. not sure why you gals got screwed with the whole period thing. oh and you get that child birth thing also. someone has a weird sense of humor up there.

  6. Oh the ignominies of womanhood. First you want the period, the you don’t want the period, then you’re like that lady who knits with wool that’s been tucked into her vagina and particularly likes the bit in the sweater where she had her period and knitted that into the sweater. All these F-ing vaginas!

  7. This is awesome.

    I had my uterus burned out around a year and a half ago. Aunt Flo is dead now. I still get the symptoms though, like you said…just no Flo. WOO HOO

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